Sunday, February 13, 2011

Awakening from a Slump or Back on Island Time

This blog post is drawing from past and present moods,  All converging into this stream-of-consciousness piece entitled- 'Awakening from a Slump or Back On Island Time' With various excerpts that I've written in different places splashed throughout the piece.  I feel like I'm introducing this 'experimental form of writing' as the off screen narrator of Fantasia did before each song.

"After the kiss from whom he will never know, the lieutenant, going home, touches a bush in which birds are singing." - Dean Young

Hitchhiked around the least visited south coastal highway of Maui from Kula to Hana, my present home to past, this last with week with Sarah Beth (new wwoofer through Pearland, Texas - Maui and her inhabitants are lucky to have you here!). Every second of the trip was special, from each memorable ride, to the nights under the stars and conversations with old hawaiians about alcoholic pigs and daredevil cyclists, the red sand beach with turquoise water, the hippies harvesting and dishing out fresh coconut water, and the lush life bursting out of every leaf and person along the Hana Highway.

If the destination is unknown
 time slows down
but if you know where you want to go to
you try to get there quicker

On Maui, you'll frequently overhear the expression that someone is functioning on Maui Time.  Even the roosters cross the street at a slower rate.  Time is more lethargic here without the presence of hurrying from one place to the next as a way to enjoy the present.  The idea is not to miss anything, and take life in at full value.  The wave to a stranger can turn into an hour long conversation, a night lying awake holding hands on a beach, or a spankin' new undetermined future.  If you're staring at your feet afraid to stick out your thumb, you can miss a world of opportunity, beauty, and good fortune.  When I'm on island time, I'm in my element.  I'm capable of working everything out at my own pace and frame my life with a positive light. I can appreciate the birdsong, the wet rustling grass beneath my bare feet in the morning, and I can sense the hum lingering deep within nature's silence.  A Dew Drop.  Tick Tock.

"Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center."

I wrote this song today to the tune of Norweigan Wood by the Beatles.

Permaculture (this Seed has Flown)
there once was a man, who found some land, now called maui
there he started a farm, isnt it good, permaculture

he asked us to stay and told us to plant a tree anywhere
met the other wwoofers - they've all got dirty island hair

I set up a hammock, between palm trees, great ocean view
sara walked to the garden, harvested fresh greens, yummy smoothie

trade marks of the kitchen are quinoa mamasakay and bare feet
homemade kale chips fried plantains and guacamole make a tasty treat 

next I met a cat, thought of a girl, doing yoga
she sat very still, comfortably, in a toga

the food and the plants and the animals all share the sun
everyone and everything growing from zone four to zone one

and when i awoke, i was happy, at the rancho relaxzo
so i planted a seed, isn't it good, permaculture

if life is an ongoing stream of knowledge
and your feet are sensory receptors, it'd be nurturing and favorable to get them wet, and once you get a taste of fresh water, You'll find yourself wanting to immerse yourself for a swim.  And then play. Say the lily pads and fish represent the land and aesthetic beauty. Say the other bodies swimming with you are all teachers.  Say the ebb and flow of the water is the miracle, the shared experience, the breath of life.

a lesson learned from ken kesey, captain swimmer
god is a scammer, an imposter, a 'rule maker' and mighty inhibiter
told us that the old wino screaming into an echoing cliff 
will receive the same answer back
as an old man who spent his life in black suit and 
inverted noose wrapped around his neck
doing the same thing everyday.  
the answer comes from the empty cyclical sun
it rises and it sets and you get a day older.
if you want more, go read Marquez.
if you want less, you are wise.

lucid cold breath in the windchilled night
having one of those nights
the one where the silence that engulfs you
beckons for a human touch
an emotion or impression that'll resist
the temptation to settle for color coordination
and simple cause and effect
cause nights like this transcend the moment
and leap fences and dig trenches into
ideas once ironclad in our memory systems
where matter howls at the moon
and mice floss their teeth with grass
and bedbugs sing
lying beneath a picnic blanket
the rifle scope points to the sky
aiming to blast empty space into oblivion
in hopes of implosion and the forming of nebuli
the creation of internal space
derived not from memory nor processed information
but from the will to live
to strive and survive
the circling of earth in chaotic form
in and out of arm's reach of grasping good and light
what a beautiful night
silent as a toad between breaths
draped with a floating red wind
the stars, crystals in an empty denim pocket
science is seeking the unknown variable
that reminds us we have to continue our
"course correction"
for our path is either destined to waver
or what's in store for us
ain't exactly what science concocted
it's instinct


of the moment
accomplishment:
thought about what makes kings and vagabonds leave the very best and got a Maui Cruiser
received food:
rum raisin vegan ice cream at Coconut Glen's in Upper Nahiku 
Veggie Pizza with Pesto Sauce, Goat Cheese, Roasted Peppers, Caramelized Onions, Arugula cooked on a Grill at Puleho's Pizza.
given food:
creamy avocado coconut dressing on green papaya salad.  
quinoa with mint, lemon, basil, green onion, curry, garlic.
pasta with bechamel sauce, steamed chard, pine nuts, garlic, chili peppers
book:
the passion (jeanette winterson) 
poem:
i am but a traveler in this land & know little of its ways (dean young)
creative outlet:
bamboo stick and banana leaf incense holder, maybe natural windchimes and a lean-to to come
song:
masterswarm (andrew bird)
movie:
le fableaux d'Ameline Poulaine (could you guess? ;-) )

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